So ya I've been having writers block lately and I can't seem to find the words to write to express what I've been feeling. Part of me has wanted to stop being so vulnerable especially with my faith. Its like I'm becoming afraid of sharing what I believe in and my joy lately has been zapped. But I don't want that to happen to me this time, let my insecurities and failures steal my joy! My joy has been found through tears because God is there. My joy comes in pleading because God hears. My joy is found in pain because through the trials he has a plan for me. There comes a time when we have to decide who is going to get us through life, that fork in the road when we decide am I going to live for me or am I going to live for a promise; for a man that walked through this world and gave His life for me. There are times that I feel so alone and I can't understand why things are the way they are but in those times I find myself in awe with how much compassion wells up inside me, how I have such a passion for truth and longing for something more all the time, in those moments I believe without a doubt that I was created by a God that I will never comepletely comprehend but that I am comepletely in love with.
Never Alone, Never Forsaken
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
and my beauty is much.
I was created with dreams and desires,
I've been redeemed from the muck and mire,
he stood me on solid ground,
When I thought I was abandoned
I found I was wrong,
When I walk into any place I'm already loved
I'm never alone, never forsaken.